I often grumble over my wish of having sisters. If you are in my situation where you are sandwiched between 2 brothers, you probably know what I meant. Probably not, if your brothers hadn't been torturing you since young.

My brothers didn't go to the extent of torturing though...just somewhere near to that. Bully! That should be the word. Being the only girl in the family, it can get really bad at times as I recall how my younger and elder brothers ganged up to bully me. They do that by bickering and fighting with me, with both of them standing on alliance. Not too bad, the privellege that I get is protection from Mum, who always stop them just before things get really out of hand.

From another perspective, my friends often tell me stories about "My shopping trips with my sis" or stuffs like that. Those accounts just make me go like "AW...she's so fortunate to have a sister/sisters " For a matter of fact, girls understand each other better and at times, there are things that we care to share. Not with our parents, but someone about our age and of the same frequency. Brothers? Do they even care? Right now, my younger brother is only concerned with his studies and when anyone provoke him, his attitude really piss people off! The older one? You wish! Though he's turning 22 this year, he still loves to stick his head to the computer for as long as he could.

Perhaps it's precisely of this combination that made me non-chalant about their stuffs too. Things would have been so different if I have a sister, younger or older is fine. I am sure i won't mind sharing my favourite cooking set and soft toy seal with her whilst I was still a young kid. Even now, I don't mind sharing my small room with some one else, if it was a sister.

Then again, all these are just dreams that can NEVER come true. *smacks head* Well, back to facing my two brothers!

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Shayna sang @ 8:40 AM

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