Listening to 退后 never fail to take me on a emotional spin.

the hurt that was once there could never be treated anymore. I recalled how my tears dropped for countless times, especially on the friday when I read his blog. I cried till my eyes were red, I cried till my eyes looked so puffed up, I cried till so obvious that Daddy asked what was going on, I dabbed my tears till the moment I fell asleep every night. Walked like a zombie to work everyday.

That was then.

The movie this afternoon brought back many memories, sweet and sour ones.

It felt tormenting to lose someone dear and to carry on with life as usual, without the pillar of support. But, I told myself that I will be strong and I can be strong enough to get myself through the adjusting period and I believe I did it. It will forever be a closed chapter of my life; a fairytale that had been through challenges and perhaps, what lacked in there was, a happy ending stereotypical of fairytales. I always marvel at how couples can breakup and still remain as very good friends. I think it's hard. Really hard to maintain a platonic relationship after been through so much.

There's really no point if I am the only one who wishes to maintain it. I am so sick. It feels like I don't know you and you don't know me already.

You know what? Love can be such a sweet journey but it can be many more times hurting.

But yea, like I said, it will forever be a closed chapter of my life, from which I have gained better recognition with the word "cherish".

I am moving on to the next.

Thank you, for leaving me with such wonderful memories...






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Shayna sang @ 11:40 PM

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