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Thursday, May 24, 2007

the next phase of life, can I not move on?

Half the day has not even passed and I am blogging for the second time already.

1.I have got nothing much to do really.

2.There is this heavy thought pressing in my mind.

THE NUS LETTER HAS NOT COME!! It's a long story and I have no wish to repeat it here.

Now I wish I hadn't got my AABA2 grades. because they are pulling me apart from my friends.

Everyone else wants to go NUS. ME? I am still sitting on the edge.

I DON'T WANNA BE ALONE!!!

The other night, Song Nian suggested that I can go catch a movie alone to kill time.
ME: HUH!!!!!!!

That is probably something I will not do alone in this whole of my life. okay, maybe it's hard to say for the future. but as what they said then after hearing my responses... I am not a loner.

I hate to be alone.
I hate to do things alone.
I hate to be left all by myself.
I hate to feel loneliness.
I hate to be a loner.

:( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

So back to my point of University. Sounds like many people are going NUS but I may probably go NTU.

But no one seems to be going NTU.

SIGH~!

Even if there is, no one I know of will be going NTU business.

SIGH~!

I can't imagine reporting for school on the very first day ALONE!

KILL ME!

This school thing has been making me so EMO of late. It doesn't help any better when the due date of acceptance is drawing nearer, which means I have got to make a decision, soon.




*million sighs*

Shayna sang @ 12:10 PM

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