Random pic of Rach and me.

People do change as the environment change. No no, I am still a guai girl though I went clubbing for the first time ever in my life. I told miao hui about it and she was like "wat?!! you xue huai le hor...." haha. no worries, I am still a guai girl and I will remain that way.

If any of you out there happen to think that I am becoming a really wild girl, a 180 degree change from the Yin Sing you used to know back in JJ, then you are only half right! Yes, of course in one way or another, I have changed since I have got away from the clutches of studies for now and I feel that it should be a period for me to party now, enjoy life before getting back to the routine life of studying. But I am still myself yeh?

the ys who loves to laugh.
the ys who sings for you.
the ys who can be very crazy at times.
the ys who can be very enthu at times.
the ys who can be cheeky.
the ys who studies! but not now though.
the ys who is still conservative in her thinking.
the ys who has grown to be more independent than before.
the ys who wants to be happy!

People change together with the environment. The last half a year after graduation has been just like a roller-coaster.

I have walked through the working part of life, the sarcasms and harsh reality that people there smacked on me with, the ending of a pretty long relationship and the gatherings I had with my friends.

I lost some and I gained others.

I teared like crazy at the beginning of these six months, sorted out my thoughts and then, life still moves on.

Indeed, things have changed and I believed strongly that they changed for the betterment of everyone. We all learn and grow with time and the lessons of life. We learn to cherish the people around us more and to show your love or care for them in various different ways. It can be a form of concern, just a simple message or simply some time together. Life's short, so don't hesitate to tell the people you like or care for your feelings yeh?

Yeah, so here's to all of my beloved friends, if you are reading this..

YOU ARE MUCH LOVED AND TREASURED BY ME! =)

talking about the future...

This sub-conscious thinking inside me has been uncontrollably evolving. I don't wanna grow up, I don't wanna be so independent like everyone has to be when they move on with life, I don't wanna go work and meet those unfriendly people, I don't wanna be left all alone in future...

Gosh, it has been such a long time since I last post a long emotional entry. BAH. Just rambling my thoughts after a can't-get-to-sleep night.

Mum's putting me wholly in charge for tonight's dinner. I hope I don't burn down the kitchen!=/

*pray pray*

They all say GSS is gonna start. Girls are getting oh so excited, excluding me.

If only I have some sponsors, that would be great! :)

Tops, pants, skirts, dresses, heels, footwears, earrings, necklaces etc etc. Imagine a really satisfied me.

*slaps face*

Okay, come back to reality, come back! Oh I am feeling so bad because I spoilt a bracelet, which given to me by a friend last xmas, accidentally. I swear I tried to mend it back, but it was of no use.

SIGH~! :(

Shayna sang @ 11:11 AM

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