Like what I told Grace on MSN earlier on, I don't know if I made the correct choice sometime back.

It has been about 3 months, he has entered the army(so he won't get to read this) but even still, I realised that I hadn't totally let it go. Especially when I am out alone or at places where we once visited, I can't stop my brain cells from recovering those past memories. It's hard to be facing the reality after having been accompanied everywhere I go, that all of a sudden, I have to be really independent and walk alone.

Sometimes I really hate myself for feeling this way, for living in the past and for still pondering over the decision that I made then. The distance between us is getting further and further and I guess one day, we may not even be in contact anymore. Is that why people say love can come to an ending whereby both parties end up as strangers?


the esplanade.
marina square.
zoo.
ice lemon tea.
long john.
birthdays.
trips home.
plaza singapura.
photos.
bugis.
movies.
trains.


Maybe it's normal for someone out of love to feel this way. I am slowly trying to get myself out from this, but you know, it's hard not to think about certain things.

yah yah, getting emo again. Oh well, at least I am happy to be letting it out at my blog.

Labels: lost forever, miss, thoughts

Shayna sang @ 12:49 AM

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