Reflections…

I am glad that we have both passed the torment, the missing and the taken aback period. Our relationship was and will always be a beautiful memory of my life and yes, it’s now time for both of us to move on to the next chapter of our lives instead of dwelling in the past. He will be enlisting soon and I will be looking for another temp job probably, after this one ends. Afterwhich, it’s the university. It’s a mixed feeling whenever I read his blog to learn that he’s doing fine and happy with his current life. One half of me really hope that he will be happy, but the other is sitting on the fence. Not that I don’t want him to be happy though.

Arh, let’s just say, if he’s happy without me, I will be happy :)

The break-up might have come sudden and shocked many but when was life ever predictable? Nonetheless, we faced it and through the toughest period, we grow and mature. And as we step into an entirely different phase of our lives, I sincerely wish him all the best and happiness.

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Anyway…it’s 6 more days of official working days before I can get away from SONY. I am kinda at the crossroads of my life. Because after this, I ain’t really sure if I want to look for another job. Now, here’s the analysis. I have about 3 months more to go before university orientation starts and you don’t possibly expect me to rot for about 90 days, do you? Moreover, no job=no money=no shopping/hanging out=no happiness.

BUT my parents have been asking me to take up driving lessons. I have my considerations too, the course fee can mount up to $2000++ and that means the last 3 months of my pay will be gone. What's more, I am afraid to take the wheel for fear of any accidents.

Urghhhh…just let me get through these 5 days safe and sound without any problems(month-end closing is coming up) and I will be thankful. Till this job ends then I will think of what to do next

Shayna sang @ 8:30 AM

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