Despite the christmas-ty feel all around, my work hadn't been smooth-sailing the last few days. Frankly, I met with some serious problems at work and I just couldn't concentrate on doing my work after being faced with obstacles..one after another.

My work experience so far had smacked me hard with the reality that the real adult world depicts. I would say, it's a selfish world that is robbed of sympathy.

Work was really bad the last week; I held back my tears many moments because I don't want them to think that I am someone who is so weak. In fact, I cried myself to sleep almost all nights. I yearned for someone to be there for me, someone who can be there when I need support most, but all these were just plain wishes... There wasn't anyone who's physically there for me during the darkest time of my life thus far.

The only solution left for me then was to create a little lonely space for myself for me to weep, though I know that wouldn't changed anything or get my problem solved, but I could hold my tears no more. All those problems hit me so hard that I wanted to give up, on everything... I felt as if I was standing all alone.

You hadn't been through what I went through those few days, you wouldn't be able to really understand how I felt. Meeting all those irresponsible colleagues are bad as it is, and just when one problem has yet to be solved, I have colleagues throw their tempers at me for the slightest things. I felt like quitting and crying my woes out at that instant, seriously.

He's tired. Me too.

:(

Shayna sang @ 7:55 PM

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