At times, it just sets me pondering-why can other classes be so united?

But not my class.

You know who you are and I roughly know who visit my blog. I just wanna make this clear-whatever I blog down here, it's purely my own point of view on this matter. Just bear with me, I'm fuming, right now, right here.

Apparently, there were some disagreements, that's precisely why every arguement starts, ain't it? Then, it slowly evolved into cold war, and now..I should say it's beyond description huh?

I seriously don't understand what is going through their minds now. Happy, sad or achieved or satisfied? Whatever...but I think it's not worth it when the class breaks up. Period. Afterall, we are all classmates, what can't be settled nice and calm?

Then I asked myself... " Are we still friends? " Or has hostility created this invisible, yet present, barrier, pinning us down to purely just, classmates?

As a class rep, I've always wanted to bond this class together, hoping that each and everyone of my friends will have a great memory of jc life. But I can't help it when this kinda events take place; I am not god. I thought last year marks the end of it all, but, it's here again=( And worse of all, the impact this time is more serious than the last. If YOU are reading this, then let me tell you, the scar will always be there, things will never be the same like before. Whatever fond memories we, whatever laughter we shared...it has all vanished, simply gone like that.

Just give me a break.

Think about it..do you think it's worth it at all?

It just gets my blood boiling and my mind grew the urge to question, question, yet question. I think we really need to sit down as a class to TALK. Just simply talk about your unhappiness and tell he/she what's the BIG problem about him/her! I'm just afraid this crappy idea of mine won't work, or in the first place, will I be able to get the class to sit down as A CLASS to talk?

I think I better give up on it.

You know what, I don't care what you think of me. Let me tell you, I am NOT a good/kind/fairy-like girl, if my looks so happen to tell you that. I repeat, I AM NOT! Well, maybe I should say, sometimes I am driven to a corner so much so that it makes me lose my temper. As what people always say, there's a limit to people's patience. I am a human too, you know.

I have my emotions, for your information!

Not always a goody girl as you thought to be.

I give up, I am really tired in trying to mend all these little gaps within, which has now morphed into a big hole. One, that can never be mended no matter how I try.

At least, I have my close friends and fond memories to keepsake.

If that's actually what you want, let's leave things as it is, happy now?

Shayna sang @ 5:54 PM

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