Integrity of Friendship??

I am really tired of handling all these problems.. Sometimes I feel that I am responsible for everything since I am the rep, including solving conflicts, which I was never ever good at.

I broke down today..right after that incident. I felt that everything accumulated in my heart. As much as I wanted the class to be united, they think otherwise. Recently, there had been so many problems here and there and I am constantly trying to save the wreckages. But, apparently, there seems to be nothing which I am capable of in this very aspect.

Sigh..

Perhaps..between integrity and friendship, there's no clear cut to which is more important. As dilemma steps into the situation, we start to ponder if the friendship we held were really that vulnerabe.

I am really sick of being the mediator/pacifier/what-ever-you-call-it. There's a patience to my limit but on the other hand, I am tied down by my responsibililty as a class rep to maintain harmony. Sigh.. Someone. Help!!

Shayna sang @ 3:43 PM

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