the transition period is always hard to endure.
Meals alone(weekends).
Taking bus alone (flying here and there cos I always lose my balance).
My handphone seems to be quieter these days.
Something/Someone seems to be lacking.
Anyway, went gorging myself with food at Marina with my fellow guy friends+grace last night. As usual, I didn't quite like the idea of eating there for a few reasons.
1.I am afraid that I will tio food-poisoning after consuming the not so clean food.
2.It's hot there and before you can even finish your food, girls there would probably be busy wiping their faces with Clean & Clear facial wipes/oil-controlling film.
3.My hair never fails to absorb the steamboat smell at the end of our gorging session.
But the one reason which outweighs the above 3 is the company that I enjoy. At the very least, going out robs me of the silent moments when my thoughts run wild when I am all alone.
I thought of gorging myself with food but my appetite wasn't good. So I ate mainly, a few strands of meat(hopefully cooked), a few stalks of leafy veggies and gargled down cups of drinks. For that, it's 12 bucks. But as I said, it's the company that matters most.
Afterwhich, grace gotta accompany her bf and so I was left alone with the guys. We went to the esplanade area to look at the merlion for Kim Long's sake. I myself wanted to take a stroll there too. I was overwhelmed with emotions. A place where held much fond memories of us...
Thankfully, before I even got drowned in sorrow, the guys distracted my attention by cracking stupid (and perhaps, funny) jokes of army life. The mrt journey home was filled with laughter. Much thanks to calverk for the trip home after considering that I lost my personal bodyguard...
Shayna sang @ 8:15 PM
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